Arrived

With the help of good people I have now arrived in my new home in The Beach (or The Beaches, depending on who you talk to). It's an area down near the lake-front in Toronto - like a little village of its own. Loads of nice shops, coffee places, restaurants, beautiful homes, families, dogs, and parks. I'm just around the corner from a coffee shop with wifi, next to a decent looking pub, a bookstore, a library, and 5 minutes from the boardwalk by the water.

A part of me can't quite believe my luck, having arrived here.

Just a bit ago I was at home, unpacking my boxes. Three of them were packed up in June in Oxford and had been sitting at my previous address in Toronto for two months while I hunted for flats and waited to move. As I hung up the clothes from the UK with my stash which had been left behind in Toronto I felt these two phases of my life converge. It's strange now to think of myself as split only between two places - Taipei and Toronto, rather than three (Edinburgh/Oxford, Taipei, Toronto).

Obviously I'm not actually split into two or three chunks - but the distribution of my worldly possessions is effectively a scattering of my life. I guess the flow of my material life reflects my wanderings, and are the most tangible signs of my 'belonging' in one place or another.

More than anything else it feels like my stint as a foreign student in the UK has now most definitely come to an end. I am (in part) sad to see it go, but I am also glad to have signed a one year lease and happy to know that I can stay put at least for a while. Removing myself from the goal-oriented, secure, and surprisingly unchanging routine of academia (with its own seasonal cycles complete with deadlines and parties and expectations), has been really difficult. Often I feel disoriented and uncertain of myself - if I am working hard enough, or even working at the right things. Without termly assessment & feedback, how am I to measure my achievement (if any) and performance? (rhetorical question). It's like the structures which held the shape of life together has fallen away and I have to personally make sure that things are held together through my own devices.

Undoubtedly this is a feeling I will grow accustomed to...

Here are some photos to share with you.

A beautiful late autumn street scene, just down the road from where I live.

This amazing house has a metal installation around the porch. I think it is a version of Hokusai's painting of waves. I was ever so impressed.

A marvellous vintage truck parked outside the greengrocer's. Made me think of my friend Paul from London, who's very into dancing balboa, and vintage trucks.

Now for a little tour around my studio flat/bachelor apartment.

The entry way, with some of my shoes lined up, a closet, and my hatbox.

A part of the main room, with a low table, various possessions, and Richard's boater hanging on a picture-hook.

My closet. It's a little on the narrow side. I found some clothes that Maria gave me when I was packing - which I had previously forgotten about. Thanks Maria! Those woollen things will come in handy now :)

Here's the other side of the main room, with my computer desk (sans computer), my lamp, bed, and my free standing shelf where I keep all my art/craft supplies.

Finally, my dinky kitchen and bathroom. I can't stand up straight in my bathroom - the floor is raised (not sure why). It's very cramped, but I am definitely smaller than the previous tenant, so I'm sure I'll manage.

Please, do come and visit.