Wednesday, 31 January 2018

I have tried but I find that...

I am not a saint.

When you are thinking "he seems like a good guy" or "anyway there is no evidence" and "perhaps they are confused", I am remembering for a fact that facilitators are responsible for what happened to me. I'm not confused and I am not judging by how things seem. In the end you find these excuses because you want to go to the workshop. I find no excuses because for me the damage is real and already done.

I find it hard to forgive facilitators and apologists. 

Tuesday, 16 January 2018

I feel...

sick of the sound of my own voice. Tired of explaining.