Initially

... it is always like throwing yourself headlong off a cliff. Worse. A different cliff. e.v.e.r.y. time.

Nothing can be lost unless it is filled with the intent to be. and if I should lose you.

1. To have and not have is a false dichotomy.
2. I would help you pack.

So much is outside of my control and that is the hardest to surrender.

When I lie tangled in your hair and fettered to your eyes, the birds that wanton in the sky know no such liberty.