I forgot to say...

Thank you, for being the most important person in my life for three years, for making me the happiest that I've ever been, for always always being there for me no matter how far away you were.

I want to call and make you better but I'm not the person to do that any more.

So in case if you see this... don't drink too much, take care of yourself, and finally, feel better, when you can.